Photos?

O, hai~ long time no blog. I'm back! You can thank photography class for that. They force me to publish my work on flikr. So I was like "EH, screw it." and decided to post ON ALL THE INTERWEBZ!
enjoy~ ^^

"What size do you wear?" "SO."

poems from school; from me, to you

We were betrothed today.
I bethought back to the day...
In the market, a meat besmeared
We sit blithed.
Our mouths beseeched with bilateral.
the mind breached;
bosoms bide to be groped, to bloster a mans many personality's.
a breech release a bray, Bombastic it was!
The bolls lifted in the wind.
The bole rotting with the broken-wind.
We sit by the brae, an appearance almost brazed to the ground.
Bereaved, the flowers brusque, A poem bowdlerized.
The scene ends.

  P.S. My teacher pointed out that bilateral is an adjective  that means two-sided.  So the sentence, "Our mouths beseeched with bilateral" does not make grammatical sense. 

New change for the new

So, How about I exchange, words for pictures? I submit a manga page or more per day, or week. Like a diary I guess. But WAY more exciting~ woo~ ^^ I hope it won't be to hard to be on a schedule. For now i'll try to submit one either late today, or supper early tomorrow. A.K.A 2am. XD (Still my summer~ woo~)

in&out, ¿나디아?

Faceless Robot

That is yet another one of my failure drawings. It took me about 3 hours; if you bother to zoom in on the picture you'll find that the lines are actually really rough, and that the picture only looks good far away. I also didn't give my robot a face. I COULDN'T DECIDE WHAT FACE TO GIVE IT!  Thus why, I left it faceless.

On another [almost side-note] I'm writing with my left hand now! ^^
Hehehehe, I always did want to write with my left hand. And now I do! This is yet another fine example of how anything is possible. [wise words from a stupid kid].
Anyhow, in&out- ¿나디아?

Music/ updates of my eargasms.

Yeah, you read the title, didn't you?! If you did no need for more words.

Nomak - "Geishas In the Days Feat. Pismo" 

 

 Everyone knows this song, right?! 

itaewon freedomw/ jyp

4minute - Heart to heart  *♥♥♥♥*

Facking love this song!! Nujabes -feather (r.i.p nujabes, you will be remembered.)

this song is old but i love it! snsd- chocolate love.

la-la-love this song! i spent a whole week listening to nothing but this. cyne - arrow of god

peter,bjorn and john- second chance. (good song.♥)

All right, mission over- ¿나디아?

Sugarland, exploration via videos

Hello! So after getting out of the doctors office yesterday we went exploring! (By exploring i mean we got hungry and wanted to eat.) And food we certainly found. In fact we went to whole foods market (the nicest looking whole foods market i have ever been to!) Also I've got good and bad new from the doctor. Bad news first, I have to wear a splint for 3 weeks, and i have to have physical therapy for eight weeks. Good news! My wrist is not broken ( like i thought it might have been.) but in face just is having issues with the tendons. apparently due to my flexibility. (physical therapy is to tighten my tendons.) but, yeah, not bad! at least it isn't broken that would have been a pain! (literally.) So, if you're wondering whats up with the videos they are my unedited explorations of sugarland, tx. (you jelly?)
Enjoy!

If you're wondering why their are six videos my phone didn't have a memory card so it could only record short videos. I got a memory card so in the future this wont happen again!
K,THKX,BAI!

Creativity or the ability to be analytical, that is the question

So It's monday, the first day people think of on sunday. And my question to you on this, maybe fine, monday is how was your monday? (leave your reply in the comments?)


on another, more related, topic to my title; what is skill do you think would be the best to have? Creativity, or the ability to be analytical?
I think creativity is one of the best things to have in life! why? Because without creativity you can't think of new ideas, you would constantly be bored, and you most likely would be depressed.
Plus I guess for me because my world runs on creativity it would be pretty empty without it. I need creativity, it is apart of me, of my life, of the way I think, act, react, it is in everything I do. Without creativity I would be empty... (Creepy thought.) I also think being analytical is important in life too, for without it one would not be able to make sound decisions. So while they both go hand in hand, which do YOU think is most important?

Question of the week: Have you ever had a wish come true?
From your favorite little blogger,
나디아.

The sudden realization...

Of, piercing eyes. Also known as penetrating eyes. I had always wondered what exactly were piercing eyes.
One of the reasons I had always wondered was because I have/had been told many times that I have piercing eyes. So today I set out on a mission to find out what exactly are "Piercing eyes". At first I reached for Google. (Like always Google's like the almost all knowing brother I never had.) Google in return gave me images of so called "Piercing eyes". I looked at them, stared at them for a little while and was found dumbfounded. I noticed nothing different. After a little while of wondering in my mind i hit a thought of " Well, what do normal eyes look like?". And once again reached for my almost all knowing brother, Google. And I was faced with millions of images. So naturally I sorted through about 1 page worths of pictures and picked one I thought suitable.

This was the image:

I find it a good close up of an eye, don't you? Then in my quest i when back, looked up penetrating eyes. And found this image:

My next step to try and understand the meaning of penetrating eyes was "let's look up web definitions!"
I did; and this is what the Internet has to say:

"pen·e·trat·ing

/ˈpɛnɪˌtreɪtɪŋ/ Show Spe[pen-i-trey-ting]  Show IPA

–adjective

1.

able or tending to penetrate; piercing; sharp: a penetrating shriek; a penetrating glance.

2.

acute; discerning: a penetrating observation.

3.

Surgery . noting a wound that pierces the skin, esp. a deep wound entering an organ or body cavity."- From dictionary.com

 

"

• acute: having or demonstrating ability to recognize or draw fine distinctions; "an acute observer of politics and politicians"; "incisive comments"; "icy knife like reasoning"; "as sharp and incisive as the stroke of a fang"; "penetrating insight"; "frequent penetrative observations"
• penetrative: tending to penetrate; having the power of entering or piercing; "a toxic penetrative spray applied to the surface"; "a cold penetrating wind"; "a penetrating odor". "
  From- wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

 

Then after this I just when back and forth between the two images, trying to see what was different about them. Then, while looking at the so called "piercing eyes" picture,  it hit me like I was falling from the sky. I suddenly felt a chill, I felt the need to look away from the pictures eyes. 

Penetrating eyes are fearsome eyes, they look right at you. They feel almost like they touch you. They are, well, penetrating.

This lady and gentlemen was my realization. I hope It was some-what helpful!
-from you favorite little blogger,
-나디아

Korean school fundraiser

Today would be the day I do my first ever real violin preformance. I have practiced and now it due day. I'm curently in the hotel we're having the fundraiser at. There are a lot of people! But I haven't yet seen anyone yet with an insturment. Am I the only musician here? I'm lucky the hotel has Internet (wifi) or else I would be pretty bored right now. (so,pardon any typos in writing this ony iPod.) yeah. And little Korean lids run around and past me playing with balloons, some just rehearsing, other just playing. It's kinds loud, I'm Lima nervous... Wish me luck? I would like some! Well any way thatnks for reading!
From your favorite blogger,
나디아

Wednesday to be banished or forever preserved in the calendar?

What do you think, should Wednesday be banished? Or forever stay? I say Stay! The week already at times feels to short. I don't think it needs to feel even shorter. But since it is an open discussion, what do you think?
[Please take note that I think the calendar is on against having Wednesday. Considering it says "W.T.F" because of Wednesday. ]

On a completely unrelated topic! Do you draw? Do you like to draw as a hobby or as your profession?
Because recently my want to draw has grown. It seems to have in fact grown so large I spend almost all my free time drawing. What might I draw? Absolutely anything that pops in my mind. So my sketch book looks pretty random.
On another topic related to art. I wanted to make a animation short. But the only problem is I don't know how.
I know, I know, I should just google it. And I will. But when I do get around to making the short you shall watch it, right?
Yes. Well jolly good!
(Yeah I'm secretly British like that.)
If you have ever made any animation shorts please do post them! [Another note: I will have another Video post soon.]
from your favorite blogger,

-나디아

Rhymes, and times of hard ship are the best

Have you ever tried to find the solution for a problem that seems impossible? Has it ever put you in a position that you just don't know what to do anymore? Or have you ever just thought that you should just let things rip, let them roll. Untouched by human hands.
I find it's those times that I am willing to play the part as to sit back and watch. Even if I don't want to; it's like watching a bad TV show. You don't wanna watch it, but you wanna know whats happening. It's also those times that are the hardest. And I like that. I like having to figure out a solution; Weighing out the options... Until there is just one left. It gives me something to think about. (But, I does pull me away from school a little.) I like that feeling of going insane because I just don't know what to do. Why? Because it then gives me the chance to do everything. It gives me the chance to do everything I can think of. How? Because the only logical thing to do when you can't find an answer to a problem is to go on continuing your search. Now, I don't go running around doing stupid thing (at least I try not to...) I like to weigh out my options until I am left with the thing I will try. Really? NO!
Actually I have taken in this atitude that just make life so full of life. (Are you catching my drift?[ If there even is a drift.] )
I have suddenly stopped weighing out my problems and just done what I would never do before. I have decided to let thing roll; untouched by my hands I just sit back and watch which way it's going. I just have decided that lifes no fun if I'm to busy trying to control everything. So instead I have lived! And you know what?
I think it's the best decision I have ever made. Why? Because I have never been so alive! I have never lived with such openness to others. I have never wanted to be around others, I have never let other people truly in. (Yes, you my bloggers get the special seat. You get to read all my thoughts.)
So, I guess you could say I have finally warmed up.
My lifes dodge ball; I have always been on the outskirts just never being in any danger, never risking getting hit by a ball. Never being with the other people. I was onced told to stop being a sissy and get in the center of the square. And I finally did. I'm now with all the other people dodging the balls, having fun, joking around, just doing what I always observed others doing. I am now not only insane to my self, but I have suddenly decided to come out of my cave (CAVE?! Yes, cave I used to be like a hermit.) and spread some of my insanity with the world!
So, hope your okay with someone who walks the world upside down!
From you favorite blogger,

-나디아

Music a obsession or a way of life?

Have you ever had a profound love for music? If you answered yes, then you too share my love. If you answered no, then I am going to have to ask you to please explain why you don't.
Now before we continue you may find some information helpful to understand my complex series of webs (Almost mores code) thoughts that run through my brain. (Yes, I may possibly have thoughts that even mind readers couldn't understand.) First off when I say I love music it is because I literally spend between 7-2 hours of my life listening to music every day. You may be wondering how this is possible; well thanks to the 21st century we now have ipods! And I now spend a lot of time listening to music. (Yay! music!) And secondly, uhmm... Uhh...Well... Errr...Oh well! I can't think of a second thing! (Sometimes even I don't understand my own thoughts.) So, I guess there isn't one!
Now let us continue. (What was I going to say?) Yes! music... Errr... Uhmmm... uhhh... (Oh no! The zombies noises are kicking in!) I guess the post is over!
From your favorite blogger,

-나디아










OH! I'm still here?
Yes, the post hasn't ended yet! I was just fooling around. (Don't they say only fools fool around?) The post still continues! (Yay?!)
I have been either really in love with music or obsessed with it. (Yeah I can't tell the difference, creepy, huh?)
Either way I have been listening to music almost every chance I get.
So do you know what that means?! I have music videos for you!! (thank god{If there even is a god [OMG did I just have three thoughts in one?!]. } their is youtube.)
Anyway, here they are! The music I have most recently found. (Side note; some of this music contains cursing, so be careful.)


Every one from the 80's remembers this song don't they? (supersonic - J.J.Fad.)


Never heard this song? No wonder it a kinda new artist. (ultrasound - Johnny Massacre)
 
Yes, I love any song even if it's not in English.  (Cherish - Ai Otsuka)


I'm sure everyone's heard this song at least once. And who didn't love it? (You always make me smile- Kyle Andrews)


A aspiring artist still in the first stages. But I do Like this song! (Come on come on! - Morgan Laurence)

SO, I have plenty more music videos. But for now I think this is enough.

From your favorite blogger, (And this time its really ending, I promise.)

-나디아

Ever wonder what my dungeon looks like?

By requist I'm showing the whole world what my Dungeon (home) looks like. A inside tour of my living space. (tourist not welcome.)


The entrance seen from the inside.


The room to the right still in the entrance.


The music room. Still in the entrance.


Entering the entrance hall.


The kithcen!


the kitchen.


The breakfast table.


The living room (exiting the breakfast table.)


the down stairs hall



the sewing/ extra bedroom as seen going up the stairs.


going up the stairs.


the extra bedroom/ sewing room.


the hall leading to the three way hall.


The mystery room.


the mystery room. (under construction so to speak.)


The tree way hall connect my bedroom, the library, and the bathroom.


Entering my room. (why what lovely bed you have...)


my room to the right.


My room to the left.


The upstairs library.


The upstairs library.


entering the bathroom.





Exiting the bathroom.


View from the top floor.

From your favorite little blogger
- 나디아

Fridays fry

Fridays usually dictate staying up late, having fun, enjoying life.
But this Fridays one of a different story.
It seems still, like a storms coming; as if to say beware Saturday brings the unknown.
Well not entirely unknown, it brings my first day of korean school and a kung-fu class.
Does that sound unknown to you? Yes, well then I guess I know about as much as the chair I'm sitting on.
Why is it I have this nervous feeling. A mixture between excitement and fear.
Its like harboring lightning and water in you body; they electrify you but make you wonder...
Wonder what will come, what should I do, what should I feel?

You my bloggies are ever so easy to talk to.
Why? Its probably cause' I know none of you, You're all practically strangers to me. Which makes it easy to say what ever is on my mind. Because even if someone I know where to come along and read this, how would they know it was me?
They wouldn't! Unless, of course they asked me if this was my blog. Then in that case They would know and it would no longer be as easy to say what ever I feel like.
Understand, my bloggies I'm a quiet person, a person of little but a lot of knowledge. I'm cold but warm, loving but hateful.
recently I have had an issue come up and it has made me question. what is love? Do I love? Am I in love?
I would generally say There is no defined answer; because in reality there isn't a defined answer.(Considering love it such an abstract thing.) But, now I want to have my own answer. I want to be able to proudly say that yes, I do what love is!
But every time I am ever asked if I do love I push away from everything.
I say the truth but it's all lies. How can that be?
How can you love something and entirely want to be with it, near it. But mention not even a word about it; not even to the walls.
Then when you mention it to Just one object, you completely make up something to say that every thing I just spent an hour saying was all a joke. I was just practicing for drama class. seeing if I could convince you. I did, I convinced you it was all made up. but I wanted to tell you. I wanted to tell you. But for me to tell you, you would have to be frozen forever in life never to be able to remember it again.
Why is that?


Instead I come running to blogger so that I can write what ever I feel like; so anyone in the world can read it. and never know who wrote it.
So there can be a question mark over my face.

I leave you my bloggies with this.
Digest it, think what you want of it.
This is my little piece of thought to you.
-나디아