Does it affect you? I know it affects me. Especially when my friend keep squeezing me for answers to questions.
What kinds of "questions"? Questions I find uncomfortable to answer, such as "Who do you like?" "I think this guy likes you!". I find them uncomfortable to answer why? Because I don't like to talk about those things, I don't like to think of romance. I don't like the thought of boyfriends, why? Because I like to think it's best to spend my school days enjoying the simple life. No drama, no complications. Just friends, fun, school. Simple, right?
Wrong! Apparently I am going against every bone in my body. I am going against every law for people my age.
So I am being squeezed, like a little hugs a teddy bear. How is that? Because every corner I turn I see romance People in relationships, it is incredibly hard to forget something when you see it quite often. Let not forget that that takes up a large portion of the conversations my female friends have. (Maybe that's why I have more guy friends then girl...) Now don't think I'm being a small fry and whining over nothing. For you see, I do like someone. And it is quite difficult to not cave in to your whims. And to control your emotions. (It is also quite hard to fight back the urge to blush.) Or to stop your heart from racing. So, yes, I seems the usual teenage drama situation. But in this story the girls resisting relationship, resisting her bones.
Why do I say "Bones? Because every time I find my self looking at this person without realizing where my eyes take me. I walk towards this person, without knowing where i'm going.
And because every time I look at this person I'm happy. Yeah, I know putting this out on the internet attracts attention. But I just want a place to write.
So, from your favorite blogger.
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